Hello, I hope you are doing well.

My story is long, but I will try to keep to the highlights.

     I suffer from depression due to a long life raising two children basically by myself as I was married to a narcissist who really didn't want to be part of what he created, I finally got my divorce in 2013 when our son turned 18, my ex did not want to pay child support. he never truly supported us in anything.

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    To this day I still have to live with him because I have no real work history to speak of thanks to him mucking up everyone's day. 

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    In 2005 I found a music program that helps you make music, but at that time I had no place to publish so it just sat in my computer for years, in 2014 an acquaintance steered me to a site called bandcamp, so I am published there, I continued to create music for many more years and now have 15 albums but they are not selling in this saturated marked of independent and professional composers and musicians. I am not letting that stop me though, I love creating my music, so please check it out.

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   In 2007 I wrote my first book, it was more of a journal really, It was about all the paranormal things that was happening in my life, it wasn't a very big journal, I kept forgetting to write in it most of the time. in 2018 I rewrote the book and turned into more of a memoir/journal with my personal interpretations and understandings, you can check that out as well.

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    2020 I needed to do something that I could hyper focus on as my depression was only getting worse due to menopause and still living with him. I saw a few videos on orgonite pyramids and i was hooked. I started to invest in resin and molds and the like, and what started out as a hobby to keep me busy is now slowly turning into a hobby with benefits at least I hope. 

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   2021 we got a house in Union Ct. now all the money seems to be going into this mess we got. So now suddenly no money but he seems to have cash ready for online games as always hmm. So ya I am trying my damnedest to get my business of the ground but it doesn't seem to be moving, 

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   Money is always low and trying to keep up with supplies is difficult. But i will not give up.

    With your support I feel I can make it. Thank you.

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